only min .

出了什麽問題?

說真的、我真的感覺到我倆除了問題、
最近、我倆吵架的次數也來越多了...
可能是因為你最近比較忙吧...

怎麼辦、我好害怕...
我害怕你畢業以後、我們怎麼辦?
以後不能天天見面、
我倆的感情會不會就此變淡了?

我不知道我們到底怎麼了...
意見不合了...
我感覺我為你做的、不被你珍惜了...
我也感覺到...我開始不尊重你了...
我到底該怎麼辦...
到底哪裡出了問題........

我的身體...一天比一天不能熬、
我也不知道怎麼了...只覺得天天都好累哦...
最近頭不聽話、胃也不聽話了...
好想一直陪著你、但我好累...對不起噢親愛的...

好想能天天跟你在一起、
像以前一樣...天天一起聊天、
一起聊心事、一起玩、一開笑...

再過一個月、我們就不能天天像現在這樣了...
我真的好害怕不能天天聽到你的聲音、
不能天天粘著你了...

對不起、我還是很任性、
生氣時一直對你說氣話、
一定讓你難受了吧...

不知怎麼、感覺心好酸哦...
希望你可以成功畢業、
一定要加油...做東西不要留到最後一分鐘...
不要像現在一樣喜歡喜歡就熬夜了...
不要那麼執著于一些事...
如果沒時間、就不要打球了...
一直這樣把自己累壞...

雖然我不知道我們以後會變成怎麼樣...
有難題我們一起分擔...
我們之間如果真的出了問題、
我們一起面對好嗎?

在我的世界里、
你就像空氣、
在不知不覺中、
你變成了我不可或缺的東西、
任何事、都想以你為中心、
你也像一本日記、
記載著我們之間的快樂與悲傷、
讓我留下了許多回憶、
當我們一起翻閱這些回憶時、
我真的感覺到、幸福 :)

希望這份幸福...你也能感覺到...希望我們能把這份幸福...一直...延續下去

愛你.

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謝謝你愛我

說真的、我很感謝你對我的轉變、
雖然我還是非常的不習慣你對女朋友的方式、
不管你的轉變是不是因為我、
還是要謝謝你 :)

我知道我很自私、
一直要你依照我的方式來生活、
我也知道你的異性緣很好、
我不否認我的異性緣很好、
不過、你知道爲什麽你不會很不放心么?
因為我適可而止、
有了另一半、適當的問候、偶爾分享心事就好 :)

主動久了會累、
付出久了會累、
吵架久了會累、
哭久了、也會累、
我想你知道、我一直不喜歡主動、
不過這幾個月、都是我自己主動牽你的手、
其實我很不喜歡這樣的感覺、不知道爲什麽、
我一直很努力的、習慣你對我的方式、
信息時、跟男友、通常都是" morning, dear :D、okay dear:)、i miss you baby :( "之類的、
不過我已經習慣了你的"k" 、甚至是沒回覆、
我們吵架已經不是一兩天的事了、
不過近來好了很多^^ 謝謝你 :)

想起之前、我不確定你愛不我愛、
我多麼的傷心都好、
直到現在我還是堅持留在你身邊、
希望都是值得的吧 :)
因為、換來了你的一句【我愛你】

生日當天、10,11,12
多麼希望你會記得、
多麼希望得到你衷心的祝福、
讓我失望的是、你不記得、
雖然我早就預料到了、
不過、12點鐘時、淚水在眼睛裡打轉的我、
還是期待著...
當天晚上11.50分、我堅持要你陪我、
我堅持要待在你的身邊、
本來、我不想告訴你是我生日、
不過最後我還是說了、
你的反應不讓我意外、
你緊緊地抱著我、對我說生日快樂、
我很開心、也很傷心、
這種心情的交錯、我的淚、又不聽話的流下來、
因為那是我最想得到的祝福、就四個字而已、
不過、是我提醒你說的...所以、我淚了、
無論如何、還是要謝謝你、
謝謝你陪我度過那大半天 :')

愛、是互相信任、
對不起、我很不信任你、
因為、我在不久前才感覺到你的愛而已、
我對我自己沒信心、
你說你知道、沒有一個女生喜歡自己的男友提起前女友、
你沒有別的意思、
不過、兩年多前的事、
你記得那麼清楚、
還有你喜歡的歌"陶喆-Melody、記得" 等等、
已經說明了你的心裡不是完全沒有她、
只是、她被藏在你的心底而已、
我瞭解、她的離開、對你有很大的影響、
我只想說、我不希望我是你的避風港、不是一個代替品、
我願意陪著你、不過、如果我發現你的心裡還有她、
我會狠心的一走了之、不會再回頭、
無論、我有多愛你、
因為、這兩種、都會讓我心痛、
只是、我想對自己好一點而已、

當下、
謝謝你對我的關心、
每一次、你顧慮我的感受時、
我是多麼的開心、
謝謝你、謝謝你愛我、:)

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jealousy

I told you that,
I wouldn't keep my profession of jealousy,
that time, you ask me to tell you if got anything.

I told you I jealous of you and a girl,
I don't know that you remember or not.
everytime I accidentally her chat at your Facebook,
seriously I'm very jealous,
but I won't emphasize it again.
because I told you.

I'm sad. I'm jealous.
how hard I control myself I to not asking you anything bout this.
how hard I control myself to not thinking those things that I saw in your phone, and even Facebook.

I won't force you.
you knew that I really hate forcing, aren't you?

everytime I touch your phone,
everytime i see your Facebook?
I don't even dare to look into it.
maybe, I care too much.
maybe, I love you too much.

dear, today's weather really nice,
I can calm myself easily and don't letting you know about my jealousy,
I will try to change.
change to not so jealous.
hope that it's a correct decision.

how much I wish,
you hold me in your arm,
or hold my hand,
enjoy the wind,
enjoy natural,
enjoy that, you're beside me.

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Untitled

I don't know what title I should put,
Seriously don't have any mood to think about it.

Today, I called you so many times you never answer my call,
Actually I'm really worry bout you, I don't think I have to tell you about this,
Nothing will change.

If you didn't tell me,
I dont know that actually you angry about me yesterday,
I'm so disappointed when I hear that from you.
Yesterday you told me that I got my reason, so ok.
But today, you said you dulan me, I really don't get it.
I asked you so many times why you angry me,
You just don't wanna answer,
Fine, if you wanna leave it, go ahead.

I will just feel grievance, Ntg much.

Sigh.

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results

It's too hard for me to describe that,
how disappointed am i to myself,
I'm feeling so sorry to my parents :(
Haihx,
why am I so stupid?
why am I just too lazy to put more effort on studies?

:(

dear, I need your hug :(
how much I wish that you're just right beside me right now :(
dear, thank you for comforting me.
I know that you're tired,
sorry I really wish to talk to you :(
but I don't wish to mess up your study plan.
all the best my dear.

:(

dad, mum,
sorry for obtaining such results :(
I'm not planning to tell.
I felt scared,
I don't wish to see disappointed expression on your face :(
I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry that I'm not a good sister,
I couldn't be a good example for brother.
I'm feeling unfilial. :(

sorry :(

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the only one

alright i admit that I like to think too much,
why such things happened?
why that girl's photo still on your mobile phone?

last two days,
it's the first time you tell me that you love me,
I'm really appreciate, really very happy.

yesterday, i mean like few hours ago,
I'm at your place before I went back.

I'm very happy to see you,
I'm really sad that I can't see you for this few days.
when you went for bathe,
all of sudden I feel like checking ur phone,
like last time I did,
I just wanna know, the girl that I saw last time,
izzit she's still there.

You seriously made me felt disappointed,
her picture,
her beauty,
it's still there.

Don't you think that I just suddenly went emo just now?
I do wish to trust you,
but why don't you let me do so?!
I feel like crying,
but I swallow my tears back.

I scare.
I knew that you don't like me to check your phone.
I scare that you'll give me the respond that you gave me last time,
last time when I just be honest that i tell you after i check your phone.
do you still remember it?

I'm coward,
now I know that you love me,
I scare that, when I ask you about this,
you'll scold me,
or, you'll tell me that you still can't forgot her.
I DON'T WANNA HEAR THAT!!!
just stay with me.....:(

sorry for keeping this inside,
sorry that I'm not brave enough to face it.

I love you,
only you.
am I the only one too?

I wish so.

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乱

其实是我爱乱想么?
对不起我不是故意的、
我天生就和缺乏安全感、
其实看到你跟其他女生很好聊、
聊得很开心、
其实我也会吃醋、
只是我没说出口而已、

其实真的很讨厌很讨厌你提起你的前女友、
说你们做过浪漫的事吖、
说她对你、还有你对她的温柔体贴、
只会让我怀疑我的价值在哪里、
让我觉得你对我就只是喜欢而已、
让我觉得她还在你心里、

你可能没察觉到我的沉默、
你可能没察觉我发呆的原因、
你可能你不知道我想要你的温柔、
想要你对我体贴、

我承认我的幼稚、
我承认我的任性、
我不过是想要做你的唯一、
让你疼、让你宠、
让我可以好好依赖你、
不过我看到你对我们的感情没有很努力、
是我忽略了、
还是你太放松了?

我不想把我们的感情隐藏起来、
你让我觉得我们是偷偷的在一起、
当我爸问我是否在恋爱时、
我好想好想承认、
想了想、
我还是觉得你还没准备让所有人知道吧?
唉、多么的不开心都好、
我选择自己承受、
选择尊重你、
一直到你准备好了、
你开始爱上我了、
记得告诉我 :'(

我的脑子里好乱、
都是你的影子、
都是一些我无法确定的问题、
我不问你、
因为我很胆小、
我害怕、很害怕、
害怕你给我的回应不是我想要的、
哪怕我麻醉自己说你很爱我...

多么希望有一天、
你能了解我眼中的落寞...

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change

maybe, I really need to change,
change the hobby that I like to keep everything inside,
I know that if I didn't tell you really won't know,
I'll try try my best to not hiding everything from you.
I like the type you communicate with me,
such as you'll ask me to have some talk :))

I like the time when you tell everything to me,
but I don't like the moment when you don't like to explain to me :((
I won't mind if you tell le about your ex,
but I mind if you still thinking of your ex.

im easy to get jealous,
im the kind of girl that like to stick to bf,
am i need I change for this?
i like the time you hug me,
i like the time when you kiss me,
i like the time when you sayang me,
i felt so comfortable, so sweet :))

thank you for everything my dear. :)

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appreciate

one of my good friend, he miss his mom,
she's already be a guardian of him in heaven.
when i heard this,
seriously i tried my best to comfort him.
but it's too hard.
i cant imagine if any of my family member leave me.
zhun you, actually you're strong enough.

after there's so many things happen in my life,
human come and go.
i still remember that time when im in secondary school,
suddenly there's some ppl came into my class and wants to collect some fund,
because my friend just passed away.
i got shock, until i cant really express any of my feelings.
im just like be freeze and my fingers was like cold until hardly move.
He's a friend that i know him since year 4.
he's really a good person, a helpful person,
always put a smile on lips.

yea of course, sometimes will still miss him,
because it happened years ago.

i really have to appreciate the existence of everyone around me,
family, my dearest one, and of course all my friends.

im just too lucky and have too much of happiness in my life,
i am blessed.

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怕

不明显的要求、
只因为害怕、
我承认我的胆小、
我害怕失去、

我承认我的自私、
我只在乎我自己的感受、
对不起、

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